The Life Of An Interpreter

S.U.P.P.O.R.T.

2011-04-23T05:45:00.000-07:00

Someone you can rely on
United
Passport to Hope
Power of people
One love
Railroad for your "life" train
Togetherness
= S.U.P.P.O.R.T.

“311” has become the most terrifying number for the people in Japan, and probably for so many people around the world. There have been a countless national disasters in the history of our mother earth. And there have been a countless man-made disasters in our human history. No matter how it happens, every tragedy is devastating for anyone involved. But as far as I can remember, I don’t think there have been too many devastating tragedies affecting one whole nation by both national disaster and man-made disaster at the same time. You can’t never measure which is greater or less. But this is for sure… “311” will be remembered as the day of one major tragedy in history around the world. As of April 5th, it is reported, more than 27,000 people have passed away or/and are still missing from tsunami, and more than 163,000 are staying at nearly 2300 evacuation sites and of course a countless more people are living in their houses even they are partially destroyed. (ex: a 70 yrs old lady living in a small laundry room located on the 3rd floor/roof of her house in Sendai)

“Everything will be alright.” We all say it. We hang on to those words. We have faith, though it seems to disappear we hang on to faith. We try to calm ourselves and try to keep our heads up. We try to crawl, we try to get on our knees, we try to stand on our feet, and we try to take one step forward… But when the ground – the fundamentals of nature and human – metaphorically and literally gets shaken up, it is HARD to even crawl. I have to say, this is where we are at…. 40 days after the Higashi-Nihon Dai-Shinsai (Eastern Japan Disaster) as known as “311.”

Japan has received so many aids and donations from around the world. On behalf of people in Japan, I truly appreciate all of your contributions. The Red Cross is one of the official organizations to collect donations around the world. I have nothing against them, they are also dealing with the law and politics (they are required to pay 40% of tax out of donations they collected)… however, as of April, they have collected more than one billion US dollars (accurate number unknown since it’s increasing by minute) at Red Cross alone. And this is how they are going to share the donations at this time:

350,000 JPN YEN = approx. US$4,110- ($1=\85)
- -> per family whose house was completely destroyed or/and one or more family member was deceased
- -> per family who are in the area of “mandatory evacuation” or order to stay in the house(are not allow to evacuate =cannot even step outside of the house) within a radius of 20km-30km from the Fukushima nuclear power plant

180,000 JPAN YEN = approx. US$2,120- ($1=\85)
- -> per family whose house was partially destroyed

We have a lot to say to the government and crooked laws… We have a lot to say to the system. We have a lot to say to Tepco (Tokyo Electric Power Company). It is easy to destroy the existing government by criticizing them, protesting and re-electing. However, I personally think that if we did that at this very moment, everything would stop, even the aid to the disaster areas on top of having them to deal with LACK of aid even a month later. The 1/3 of the country has been destroyed. This is not the time to create a riot. It is time to do whatever we can to help each other when the government can’t do it to save lives, innocent lives.

As some of you know, I have family in Sendai, Miyagi – one of the cities tragically destroyed by the earthquake and the tsunami. There are so many cities destroyed worse than Sendai-city. People in Sendai has been trying to clean up the city and rebuild their lives on their own without enough official help from the government, Japan’s Self-Defense Forces as well as other major organizations from outside of the city/country even 40 days after. They all went to Ishinomaki-shi, the next city. Of course the numbers of missing and deceased persons and the size of area destroyed by tsunami are greater and Ishinomaki definitely needed immediate rescue. But People in Sendai-city fell in the crack of receiving aid in any kind of ways since that day… and it still continues after 40 days later.

This is just one example. I only know this because I have family there. I am pretty sure there are more cities or even towns that have fallen in the crack. Minami-Souma-city in Fukushima is another one, but mostly by the man-made disaster led by the 311 - the explosion of the nuclear power plants. Minami-Souma-city is located JUST outside of a radius of 30km from the reactors (a small part of the city IS within a radius of 30km). This city is also left isolated. The mayor of the city, Mr. Katsunobu Sakurai was just named as one of the most influential people in the world by Time magazine for his courage to speak to the world via youtube right after the quake (new video with English subtitle). Since the explosion and the radiation leak, NO ONE wanted to get close to the city even though the city was outside of the mandatory evacuation area. Everyone in Minami-Souma-city are victim of “Fuhyo-higai” (means financial damage caused by harmless rumor), for them their lives were in danger even they survived from both the quake and the tsunami because NO TRUCK wanted to deliver aid to them…

In the midst of “Fuhyo-higai”, the head of a non-profit organization called the Okinawa Water Patrol System (OWPS) in Okinawa, Taishi Otono formed a private rescue team, called Hachidori , means Hamming bird, just 3 days after the quake. Have you heard of an old tale from South America called “A Tale of Kurikindi”? It goes:

The forest was on fire.
All of the animals, insects, and birds in the forest rushed to escape.
But there was one little hummingbird named Kurikindi, or Golden Bird, who stayed behind.
This little bird went back and forth between water and fire, dropping a single drop of water　from its beak onto the fire below.
When the animals saw this, they began to laugh at Kurikindi.
"Why are you doing that?" they asked.
And Kurikindi replied, "I am only doing what I can do."

The team of Hachidori (sorry website only in Japanese) gathered everything they could get their hands on, bottles of water, canned food, blankets, batteries, so many more necessities and donations they collected with the Girl Scouts and the Boy Scouts in Okinawa and drove all the way to Minami-Souma-City where nobody wanted to step their foot in… And they still and will continue to do so.

The Japanese government cannot even deal with what’s in front of them… Civilians are moving forward and saving so many people’s lives. We just cannot wait for the government or/and any major organizations to decide what to do and to make a move. THIS is what we are dealing with right now in Japan. The real support we can give is what those in need really want and need. We cannot ignore their voice in order to support. We cannot support them so that we will be satisfied that we did something good. We have to be responsible in the process of support. This is going to be a very long “battle” for all of them… no, for US.

What is said here is my own personal opinion and I take full responsible for my words. As I personally have fallen in a crack of the social system as a single parent doing my own business, I would like to help those are in the crack of the system. And if you, my friends, agree, I would appreciate if if you’d help the city of Sendai and this brave organization - Hachidori, as well as the city of Minami-Souma with me.

If you are going to continue to make donations, I would appreciate it if you’d consider the following accounts as your priority. It will need to be wire-transferred which may require you to spend $40-50 handling fee (vary) at your bank. Yes, it’s gonna be very inconvenient for you to send money because you can’t just click and send online. However, I believe these are a very few ways to have your donations go directly to those in need faster and accurately.

a) Monetary donations for disaster victims in Sendai City
Bank: The 77Bank, Ltd.
Swift Code: BOSSJPJT
Branch Name: Sendai Shiyakusho Branch
Branch Address: 3-7-1 Kokubuncho, Aoba-ku, Sendai City, Miyagi Prefecture, Japan
Beneficiary’s Name: Sendai-shi Saigai Taisaku Honbu
Beneficiary’s Saving Account Number: 207-9072179
Beneficiary’s Address: 3-7-1 Kokubuncho, Aoba-ku, Sendai City, Miyagi Prefecture, Japan

b) monetary donations for reconstructing Sendai City
Bank: The 77Bank, Ltd.
Swift Code: BOSSJPJT
Branch Name: Sendai Shiyakusho Branch
Branch Address: 3-7-1 Kokubuncho, Aoba-ku, Sendai City, Miyagi Prefecture, Japan
Beneficiary’s Name: Sendai-shi Saigai Taisaku Honbu
Beneficiary’s Saving Account Number: 207-5334233
Beneficiary’s Address: 3-7-1 Kokubuncho, Aoba-ku, Sendai City, Miyagi Prefecture, Japan

Sendai city has set up two different accounts for donations. You can choose where you want your contributions go to.

c) Minami-Souma city account for donation
Bank : shichijyushichi bank (= 77 bank) “bank code 0125”
SWIFT Code : BOSSJPJT
Bank branch : Haramachi
Branch code : 915
Saving account : 5343097
Name : Minamisoma-shi saigai taisaku honbu honbutyou Sakurai Katunobu

d) Hachidori (under the name of OWPS’s foundation, Umibenoinochi )
Bank: Yucho bank (Japan Post Bank)
Bank code: 9900
Branch: Ichinanakyu
Branch code: 179
Saving account: 0070759
Name: Umibenoinochi

If you have any questions about the donations to those accounts, please let me know.

Thank you so much for taking the time to read my, very long, plea. I’m not (yet) financially successful enough to donate as much as I want to. But I HAVE YOU. YOU are my blessings in life. YOU are my asset in my life. I am successful in life because I have you all. At the end of the day, that’s all that matters. I’ve thought about what I can do as long as I have since the quake. This is what I can do for now. And I’m going to continue as much as I can as long as they need. I just pray some of you will walk this journey with me, side by side.

Thank you.

April 22nd, 2011

P.S. My friends in the Bay area are having a benefit event on May 5th, 2011 at Club 6 in San Francisco! If you are in the area, please go support!! Thank you.

sometimes....

2010-11-14T07:18:00.000-08:00

Your taste or/and belief just change out of the blue...

They say "Believe in your instinct... instincts, that's the voice of your soul, the voice of God." I believe that is true. But I can't help but wonder... you believe something once, like truly believed in something, but then again, some times later, you realize you have completely different feelings toward something you once believed in. You know it happens. It's not like you thought through it... it just happens to find yourself you don't.

Does that mean that you have outgrown them? or you let your mind tricked your soul and believed something that was NOT your "instinct" in the first place?

Hmmmm..... well... I'm just mumbling... LOL

Storyteller

2010-07-14T19:26:00.000-07:00

Music Video is a way to "interpret" what is said in the song. As many may know, Michael Jackson was a genius interpreter. Each and every song of his tells different story, that's why his music is timeless. so are his music videos and mini-films. Unfortunately, so many songs nowadays don't. Well, that's okay though I do believe in storytelling with songs - that would have to be another topic to talk about - . All I can say is that we probably gonna have to accept the fact that that's what's wanted and needed now. If that's the case, I wouldn't count on great storytellers to stop telling stories somehow, somewhere... Without a doubt, he or she's gonna find a way to tell the story.........

it's been a min...

2010-07-04T23:17:00.000-07:00

WOW.... It's been more than a year since I updated this last? not that I've got tons of readers, but I'm so sorry I left you hanging for a min... so much has happened over the year but so little that I can actually share with you since everything was all internal changes........

Anyways, it's been such a tough year although I don't regret a second of it... so much for being an interpreter. I try to interpret and understand anything and everything even unconsciously... LOL I've found it so true that the happiest people on the planet is someone with "convenient" amnesia!!!!

So here... my motto of the day:

FORGET everything and everyone that made you feel bad. Just remember what made you feel good.

Until next time........... and it wont be too long. I PROMISE!! LOL

Love

2009-06-04T22:54:00.000-07:00

quick note:

my love is here to stay

Take it or leave it, but never abuse it

My love never cease

It shines so bright within me thru God's grace

Whatever happens in life

I know I'll be shining

Because I know

My love is here to stay...

Your Options

2009-06-03T18:24:00.000-07:00

It sums up pretty much what I wanna say!!!!
Shout out to my dear friend and awesome designer/creator, Melody Ehsani!!!
Check out her hotness @ www.melodyehsani.com!!
Also, her blog is sooo inspirational.... http://melodysblog.tumblr.com/

Remember, you are the company that you keep! People you spend the most time with are the reflection of who you really are inside whether you realize it or not. Our journey is to find and experience your true self. If you don't like what other people do to you.... you gotta be the change you wanna see in others.

turning point

2009-05-18T23:36:00.000-07:00

The past few months, I have been going thru one of the hardest, heartbreaking and life changing events. I'm not going to get too personal on here... but let's just say... I was damaged pretty badly by someone I had trusted with all my heart other than God and my family. Heck, I don't really trust some of my family members and because of the nature of my job, I'm always extra careful with whom I trust. Some people would try to come in my life for ill intent and only wants to get something from me. So I'm not sorry that I had trusted that person because it was based on years of friendship and I'm not gonna blame that person nor myself for that matter. But this event has made me truly realized, only thing you can really trust is that God (or higher self or whatever name that you believe in... It's about the existance, not a name or form) really is in you and you are the only person in flesh that you can trust. I'm not being bitter nor negative. I'm not saying you cant trust anybody. You just have to have 100% trust in you to walk this life with other people on this planet. Trust really isn't something you earn. In actuality, we really can't blame on "trust" for any bad experiences because that really should be something you wouldnt question about in the first place. I know it's easier said than done. But think about it, if you trust yourself completely, you'd trust your intuition and you would not be blinded by others... whether you go with it or you walk away, you KNOW before you get yourself in too deep.

What I have experienced is definitely something occured by our intentions and feelings got "lost in translation" and it really is propriate for this blog. As you probably know by now, I'm pretty good at reading between the lines. As an interpreter, I've got to be. But yet, I was misled by this person's words and believed it when I've always known actions speak the truth louder and clearer than words. And that fact was thrown in my face in the most disrespectful way.

I am truly grateful for this experience and believe it or not for this person tho... because of it, I have learned more about spirituality, feelings, emotions, ego, thoughts, life and most of all myself. I've started to really see what I truly want, need and deserve without feeling any insecurities or fears. I am a good person and a good mother. I'm honest, loyal and alot of things that you would look for in friend and lover. And I know I have my flaws and make mistakes too. But what differs me from alot of people is that when I realize I was in wrong, I'd correct it, at least try to make it right in respect for those who were in the circumstances as soon as I can because I do care about people's feelings as same as mine. You see... I've realized that I really have zero tolerance for disrespectful acts towards my feelings. Because to me, feelings are most important element that can even change your reality. At the job, some people has disrespected me only because they thought I was "only an interpreter" and I started not to let it bother me anymore... people can think whatever they wanna think. I do what I do with a pride and I'm good at it. I know who those see that and respect me the way I deserve. I have respect for myself in the first place. And I cherish the feelings I get when I do what I do. Feelings uplift you and bring you more of that. It's not thoughts that manifest reality, it's the feelings you get from the thoughts manifest. I had to learn it the hard way... when I look back about the issues I'd had with that person, it rings a bell in so many ways, how I was reacting and how that person was reacting. Everything, what we both were afraid of the most, became real.

I had to acknowledge and get my pain off of my chest so I could really move on with my journey. From now on, nothing would get "lost in translation(and I'm not talking about language barrier)" because I know exactly what I want and who I am. I INTEND to hear and see exactly what it is whatever it is and be heard and seen exactly what I am and mean.

Whether that person is going to be back in my life in the future or not, I only let nature take care of it. And I don't even think this nor this blog would be acknowledged by that person, but I wanna dedicate this song because the 1st verse-chorus is exactly how I feel... You know funny thing is... I was assigned to work on the translation of this song and his album in the midst of my emotional struggle... the message from higher above is very powerful... so are feelings.

til next time... xoxo

Heading to NY

2009-02-17T05:10:00.000-08:00

WOW... I haven't been here for so long and truth to be told... I should be working on deadlines due today rather than writing a blog right now... :P Oh well... I needed a lil break. Can you blame me? Never heard of the writing can be a break from writing and translating... haha...I guess I can't escape from WRITING something!

I've been so swampted these days and a big part of the reason is I'm getting ready to head out to NY in 5 days. I'll be hustlin out there for www.hypetunes.com I've mentioned before. So you can imagine the amount of work I have to do before heading out. It's been almost 12 years since I've been to the city. I can imagine ALOT has changed. I hope I'll get a chance to go see my old apartment there... it would be nice! I was told some of my favorite restaurants were closed a while back so I really don't know where to go.... NOW it's sounding like I'm gonna be there to chill... lol I'm just really excited to go back to the city... though I would NOT live there again! It gets TOO COLD for me. I can't deal with the cold and I'm gonna be there in Feburary? WOW what was I thinking? lol Anyway... I'm looking forward to meeting up with old friends there. I just hope I can see everybody. And I'm sure that the trip will be very productive.

I've got another big job to do while I'm in NY.... interviewing Ciara... I've known her for years and I am sooo happy and proud of her being so successful in such a short period of time. She was just a young girl from ATL when I first met her and look at her now. She has transformed herself into such a beautiful lady and a great entertainer. So many people often bad mouth about her singing and her talent. If you really seen her what she does and how she is about her career, you would never say anything but good things. She's one of VERY professional, passionate and driven minded business women in the industry as well. I can't wait to see her. Oh and I am NOT hooking you up with her (you know who you are! LOL)!!!

Got side track there... but what I've been reminded by getting ready for NY trip is that it's all about who you know. It really isn't about what you do and how successful you are in it. You know what they say "You are the company that you keep". You see yourself in those who you are with. And I don't wanna sound bragging but I've been so fortunate enough to get to know and to stay in touch with so many good and great people, I actually thought... wow... I'm awesome! lol It has been a great reminder that what I've been doing for years are really paying off and I have been doing it right. It really isn't about your title or/and the company you work for. It IS all about who you are. It goes the same with artists and musicians. It's not about which label you are with or/and who you have worked with(ie producers, songwriters, artists). It IS all about you and your God given gift. It gets unbelievably tough in the music industry a lot of times. Sometimes, it comes to the point where it makes you sick. But never stop believing in yourself. Always surround yourself with good people because they are who you are as well. I won't name them, but I've met so many artists who are good people and very talented but their staff and entourage are bringing dramas to the workplace and making the artists look bad. You and they have to remember that everything they do around the workplace represent YOU as well. It really doesnt matter how you look in magazines or on TV... Have you ever wondered why some artists never gotten a huge success but have longevity? People who has worked with love them and people around them. THAT is why.

WOW so much for a lil break... ok.. back to work. I'll try to keep you updated on NY trip.
Until then, stay safe!!

new goodies

2009-02-04T17:19:00.000-08:00

It's official!!!

www.hypetunes.com ( http://www.hypetunes.com/ ) is officially launched as beta version.

Create your own free internet radio station, browse tons of stations by who love music just like you and artists/producers/labels who are looking to connect with fans!

Please beta test the player and let us know what you think! I'm proud to be a part of this project, soon, I'll be making my worldwide debut as a music journalist to write reviews, interviews and so on as one of the features on Hypetunes.com.

For artists and labels, you can start submitting your info or/and music(preferably a link) to:
kana@hypetunes.com

I'm in the process of pondering my first article on there.... so if you wanna be the first to be featured, act now!

Cheers,
Kana

Make the change within... THAT's HOW YOU DEAL! It's a new day!!!

2009-01-20T17:05:00.000-08:00

Dwele, Obama has ARRIVED TODAY!!! Let's stop looking back or even considering about the past NOW! Such an AWESOME TRACK and LOOOOVING the video!!!
Thanks sdotross for the link ;)

Let's stand up and move forward to make the change in this world TODAY everybody!!!

A Thought On This Special Historical Day...

2009-01-20T07:21:00.000-08:00

I really dont want to put out my complains in words, like I said before... I don't even want to have negative feelings towards anything right now. BUT... On this very historical day, when there's something has to put out there saying ENOUGH IS ENOUGH... only to hope to make a change for the better, I'd be glad to do so.

I was planning on watching cnn/facebook to witness Obama Inauguration LIVE... but I wasn't able to.
And I had to write the following message on the wall on their page.

"VERY dissapointing that when this cnn/facebook group's network states that its GLOBAL... CNN.com/live does NOT allow Japan and probably several other countries to watch video. If you are not allowing viewers outside of the states to watch... you could at least warn us that in advance. I was very excited to watch this historical Inauguration LIVE... believing CHANGE is here...

The video is NOT downloadable... why do you need to limit who can watch such amazing moment! I know Obama is the president of the united states... but for him becoming the president has been a big hope for people around the world as well. One of the biggest outlet for jounalism such as CNN should recognize that fact. The mission of journalism is supposed to be reporting the truth to the WORLD... not just to an indivisual country.

Before speaking and expecting on how one president can change not just the states but the world, please seek what one powerful media such as CNN can do to support the change."

What do you guys think??

I'm actually glad that I wrote it on their wall... Because I was contacted by an American living in Japan saying he had the same problem... and while we were going back and forth texting each other, he found that msnbc.com allowed us to watch the coverage live. Bow to msnbc.com!! REALLY!!! true journalism!!!

I believe there's a difference between being "self-centered" and being "selfish". Being "self-centered" means that to allow your soul to BE as it truly is and do what it wants to do accordingly. On the other hand, being "selfish" means do whatever your mind tells you to do thinking its good for you despite of the fact that the selfish act may hurt other people while doing it and without knowing that it's actually hurting your soul as well. And when all the inventions and services that weve know today was supposed to exist as the proof and the result of the growth of our souls. But instead, so many things have been handled by "selfish" minds and acts, we consciously carry the thoughts of discriminating others to defend ourselves indivisually. And this incident with cnn.com is one small but major example of twisted act for excluding others to prevend them to hinder ones' profits. Would such an act be acceptable in journalism? I say no. Would such an act be acceptable in our lives? I also say NO to that...

But really... it's not JUST about journalism... At the end of the day... you can NOT expect anybody else, even Obama, but yourself to make changes with the way things are in life and in the world. And honestly... I don't expect this note would make you change the way you feel or think... even though I would truly hope so... Because CHANGE has to come from within... YOU and ME... THAT is the first step. And I'm only putting this thought in writing thinking I would be honored and grateful if this would inspire ONE person in this world...

WE ALL, not only those who are in the states but also people around the world, feel and believe that this year is going to be the year of CHANGE. And Obama being the president of the US has inspired us to believe so. Most of us are speaking on it. So what do we need to do now? I believe you know exactly what you need to do. I truly pray that you do...

Just a quick spiritual note... where I'm at today

2009-01-19T17:04:00.000-08:00

In the past few months, I have come to realize the truth of life... if you are a spiritual person, I believe you'd understand what I am about to say here.

We often say "why is this happening to me?" and start blaming ourselves or the ones who were involved in the circumstances... I used to do that... A LOT. And I admit, I still catch myself doing that more often than I would like... I tend to blame MYSELF more than anything or anybody... I used to try to let it go even when I didn't really forgive myself or/and the others in the process... saying "what's done is done... just move on". Even if I said to myself that I'd already forgiven... I'd never forgotten what had happened, which means I really didn't forgive anything, including the stuff I was not aware of but my sprit knew from my "past".

But now I know better. Everything that has happened in my life was the result of my thoughts. I made it happen without knowing that's what I was unconsicously doing. Because I let myself carry the thoughts based on fear and doubt. Basically I was scared to lose myself when thats exactly what I was doing to myself. If we start to learn to have our mind/thoughts all based on LOVE then none of unpleasant events would happen because there's not a single unpleasant thought in our mind. It took me this long to realize that simple truth of life... Ever since I realized that, I've started to shift my every thought into positive and pleasant way. After all that's what my SPRIT really wants to experience in this life. It is a hard process... cuz all of my life, I'd unconsciously let my ego control my thoughts... it had became a habit in a way... I still have some moments... but it has become clearer and becoming easier to control every time.

The first step is to believe that the spirit and the body(mind) is a total different existance. And what I need to focus on is my spirit and truly see what it longs to experience.

When I find myself caught up in the thoughts created by fear, doubt and ego... I say this out loud to remind myself that I AM the spirit within and not this physical body and mind.

"I am the Light, The Light of Love, The Light of Joy, The shining Light...
The universe(God) is the Light, The Light of Love, The Light of Joy, The shining Light...
The universe(God) and I are ONE... "

God doesnt WATCH OVER us... He IS already WITHIN us, our spirits.

Very Interesting Exercise

2009-01-10T00:25:00.000-08:00

THIS is pretty interesting!!! I've tried it a few times and I got to spin this girl in both ways.
It's amazing to see how you can switch up which brain you wanna focus/use...

It is said....

LEFT BRAIN FUNCTIONS
uses logic
detail oriented
facts rule
words and language
present and past
math and science
can comprehend
knowing
acknowledges
order/pattern perception
knows object name
reality based
forms strategies
practical
safe

RIGHT BRAIN FUNCTIONS
uses feeling
"big picture" oriented
imagination rules
symbols and images
present and future
philosophy & religion
can "get it" (i.e. meaning)
believes
appreciates
spatial perception
knows object function
fantasy based
presents possibilities
impetuous
risk taking

Don't know how accurate this is... but it's fun right?

Day 2

2009-01-09T07:27:00.000-08:00

I'm actually surprised at myself that I kept my word to write today... It's going to be good!! :)

Well... before going any further... I should write about myself. I have been an interpreter for artists, mainly R&B, Hip Hop and House artists, for almost 9 years. Basically, when they come to Japan for promotions, I become their voice. Lil' Mama put it perfectly... "I'm the voice of the young people, and Kana is the voice of Lil' Mama." Whenever they do interviews(and shopping too!)... I'm there to translate the questions from media and what they answer. I actually do not want to think it's translation, it really is interpretation. If you are multilingual, I think you know what I'm talking about... It is impossible to translate word by word... and you can't translate perfectly what they really mean without having the understanding of the person, the culture, the story behind it and so forth. I mean... you can't keep translating "ya know what I'm sayin?" every time they say it!!!

I've been fortunate to be able to work with so many big names... which I'll reveal whenever I have good stories to tell about them. If you think this is going to be another gossip blog... you don't wanna keep reading... I've been able to do this as a freelance because my mouth is pretty sealed when it comes to about the artists I work with. People believes in my credibility and I want to keep it that way. I'm here to share my thoughts, my experiences, my feelings, and great positive stories (or at least the ones have positive outcome and lessons to learn) of people I encounter with in my life.

I got side track a bit... Oh... so as an interpreter... I've met so many interesting people... some people got problem with communicating with other people, some are well-spoken, some are great actors.... have you ever seen people switch up real quick? One minute they were smiling and next thing you know... they are yawning... It is actually interesting to watch people like that sometimes... just sometimes. One thing I have to respect ALL the artists for is their passion. The passion for what they do whether it's for the love of music or the love of fame/money... in most cases...even it may not appear that way these days... its for the love of music. You can really feel the passion coming out from every word when you talk one on one. But at the end of the day... even tho it may sound cliche.... no matter what you do... you gotta have a passion for it. You can keep fronting... but people would see the true color sooner than later... especially in the entertainment business. You know what they say... "If you don't know how to love yourself, you won't know how to love anyone else." So... if you don't know how to entertain yourself, you won't know how to entertain anyone else.... It's actually relative to everything in life huh?

Wow... once I start writing I don't know when to stop... lol Why can't I say things plain and simple? I guess that's the nature of what I do as an interpreter... I always feel the needs to explain in details so everybody understands exactly what one is saying. That sounds like I'm too uptight! lol Well... I have to work on how to be concise. Any suggestions how to work on that?

Finally...

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OK... It's 2009. I have a strong feeling that my life is gonna change in so many good ways. And in order to make sure it really happens, I know I have to do something I've never done before... yep... you guessed it... blogging... and get this... in English! lol What a big step huh? LOL Oh well!!! I really don't know why I haven't done it... well... I know why... cuz I'm lazy! I get caught up with everyday stuff.... being a single mom of a 8 year old and working in the entertainment industry in Japan... you can probably guess how swampted I could get every day and night. I'm actually so proud of myself that I started going back to the gym last summer after almost 10 years. I've started doing something just for myself... to feel good about myself. THAT was a huge step!! Hell, even for a couple hours a week... it feels damn good!! And I'm starting to look better and better so why not?

Anyway... so here I am... I just pray that I can keep this up. Even nobody reads... lol... I'm sure my loved ones will come check it out from time to time! I hope so! (no... y'all better! haha) But I'm gonna try to write things that interest y'all tho... hey.. after all I AM a writer... Though I've never really written anything in English to publish... people outside of Japan has always asked me if they could read some of my work... and all I could say was.. "Well.... they are all in Japanese... :P"

Alright... it's good enough for the very first blog... I'll come back tomorrow and write more.
I will be sharing about my thoughts, my work, my life...and my everything.