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Thursday, June 4, 2009
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Your Options
It sums up pretty much what I wanna say!!!!
Shout out to my dear friend and awesome designer/creator, Melody Ehsani!!!
Check out her hotness @ www.melodyehsani.com!!
Also, her blog is sooo inspirational.... http://melodysblog.tumblr.com/
Remember, you are the company that you keep! People you spend the most time with are the reflection of who you really are inside whether you realize it or not. Our journey is to find and experience your true self. If you don't like what other people do to you.... you gotta be the change you wanna see in others.
Monday, May 18, 2009
turning point
The past few months, I have been going thru one of the hardest, heartbreaking and life changing events. I'm not going to get too personal on here... but let's just say... I was damaged pretty badly by someone I had trusted with all my heart other than God and my family. Heck, I don't really trust some of my family members and because of the nature of my job, I'm always extra careful with whom I trust. Some people would try to come in my life for ill intent and only wants to get something from me. So I'm not sorry that I had trusted that person because it was based on years of friendship and I'm not gonna blame that person nor myself for that matter. But this event has made me truly realized, only thing you can really trust is that God (or higher self or whatever name that you believe in... It's about the existance, not a name or form) really is in you and you are the only person in flesh that you can trust. I'm not being bitter nor negative. I'm not saying you cant trust anybody. You just have to have 100% trust in you to walk this life with other people on this planet. Trust really isn't something you earn. In actuality, we really can't blame on "trust" for any bad experiences because that really should be something you wouldnt question about in the first place. I know it's easier said than done. But think about it, if you trust yourself completely, you'd trust your intuition and you would not be blinded by others... whether you go with it or you walk away, you KNOW before you get yourself in too deep.
What I have experienced is definitely something occured by our intentions and feelings got "lost in translation" and it really is propriate for this blog. As you probably know by now, I'm pretty good at reading between the lines. As an interpreter, I've got to be. But yet, I was misled by this person's words and believed it when I've always known actions speak the truth louder and clearer than words. And that fact was thrown in my face in the most disrespectful way.
I am truly grateful for this experience and believe it or not for this person tho... because of it, I have learned more about spirituality, feelings, emotions, ego, thoughts, life and most of all myself. I've started to really see what I truly want, need and deserve without feeling any insecurities or fears. I am a good person and a good mother. I'm honest, loyal and alot of things that you would look for in friend and lover. And I know I have my flaws and make mistakes too. But what differs me from alot of people is that when I realize I was in wrong, I'd correct it, at least try to make it right in respect for those who were in the circumstances as soon as I can because I do care about people's feelings as same as mine. You see... I've realized that I really have zero tolerance for disrespectful acts towards my feelings. Because to me, feelings are most important element that can even change your reality. At the job, some people has disrespected me only because they thought I was "only an interpreter" and I started not to let it bother me anymore... people can think whatever they wanna think. I do what I do with a pride and I'm good at it. I know who those see that and respect me the way I deserve. I have respect for myself in the first place. And I cherish the feelings I get when I do what I do. Feelings uplift you and bring you more of that. It's not thoughts that manifest reality, it's the feelings you get from the thoughts manifest. I had to learn it the hard way... when I look back about the issues I'd had with that person, it rings a bell in so many ways, how I was reacting and how that person was reacting. Everything, what we both were afraid of the most, became real.
I had to acknowledge and get my pain off of my chest so I could really move on with my journey. From now on, nothing would get "lost in translation(and I'm not talking about language barrier)" because I know exactly what I want and who I am. I INTEND to hear and see exactly what it is whatever it is and be heard and seen exactly what I am and mean.
Whether that person is going to be back in my life in the future or not, I only let nature take care of it. And I don't even think this nor this blog would be acknowledged by that person, but I wanna dedicate this song because the 1st verse-chorus is exactly how I feel... You know funny thing is... I was assigned to work on the translation of this song and his album in the midst of my emotional struggle... the message from higher above is very powerful... so are feelings.
til next time... xoxo
What I have experienced is definitely something occured by our intentions and feelings got "lost in translation" and it really is propriate for this blog. As you probably know by now, I'm pretty good at reading between the lines. As an interpreter, I've got to be. But yet, I was misled by this person's words and believed it when I've always known actions speak the truth louder and clearer than words. And that fact was thrown in my face in the most disrespectful way.
I am truly grateful for this experience and believe it or not for this person tho... because of it, I have learned more about spirituality, feelings, emotions, ego, thoughts, life and most of all myself. I've started to really see what I truly want, need and deserve without feeling any insecurities or fears. I am a good person and a good mother. I'm honest, loyal and alot of things that you would look for in friend and lover. And I know I have my flaws and make mistakes too. But what differs me from alot of people is that when I realize I was in wrong, I'd correct it, at least try to make it right in respect for those who were in the circumstances as soon as I can because I do care about people's feelings as same as mine. You see... I've realized that I really have zero tolerance for disrespectful acts towards my feelings. Because to me, feelings are most important element that can even change your reality. At the job, some people has disrespected me only because they thought I was "only an interpreter" and I started not to let it bother me anymore... people can think whatever they wanna think. I do what I do with a pride and I'm good at it. I know who those see that and respect me the way I deserve. I have respect for myself in the first place. And I cherish the feelings I get when I do what I do. Feelings uplift you and bring you more of that. It's not thoughts that manifest reality, it's the feelings you get from the thoughts manifest. I had to learn it the hard way... when I look back about the issues I'd had with that person, it rings a bell in so many ways, how I was reacting and how that person was reacting. Everything, what we both were afraid of the most, became real.
I had to acknowledge and get my pain off of my chest so I could really move on with my journey. From now on, nothing would get "lost in translation(and I'm not talking about language barrier)" because I know exactly what I want and who I am. I INTEND to hear and see exactly what it is whatever it is and be heard and seen exactly what I am and mean.
Whether that person is going to be back in my life in the future or not, I only let nature take care of it. And I don't even think this nor this blog would be acknowledged by that person, but I wanna dedicate this song because the 1st verse-chorus is exactly how I feel... You know funny thing is... I was assigned to work on the translation of this song and his album in the midst of my emotional struggle... the message from higher above is very powerful... so are feelings.
til next time... xoxo
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Heading to NY
WOW... I haven't been here for so long and truth to be told... I should be working on deadlines due today rather than writing a blog right now... :P Oh well... I needed a lil break. Can you blame me? Never heard of the writing can be a break from writing and translating... haha...I guess I can't escape from WRITING something!
I've been so swampted these days and a big part of the reason is I'm getting ready to head out to NY in 5 days. I'll be hustlin out there for www.hypetunes.com I've mentioned before. So you can imagine the amount of work I have to do before heading out. It's been almost 12 years since I've been to the city. I can imagine ALOT has changed. I hope I'll get a chance to go see my old apartment there... it would be nice! I was told some of my favorite restaurants were closed a while back so I really don't know where to go.... NOW it's sounding like I'm gonna be there to chill... lol I'm just really excited to go back to the city... though I would NOT live there again! It gets TOO COLD for me. I can't deal with the cold and I'm gonna be there in Feburary? WOW what was I thinking? lol Anyway... I'm looking forward to meeting up with old friends there. I just hope I can see everybody. And I'm sure that the trip will be very productive.
I've got another big job to do while I'm in NY.... interviewing Ciara... I've known her for years and I am sooo happy and proud of her being so successful in such a short period of time. She was just a young girl from ATL when I first met her and look at her now. She has transformed herself into such a beautiful lady and a great entertainer. So many people often bad mouth about her singing and her talent. If you really seen her what she does and how she is about her career, you would never say anything but good things. She's one of VERY professional, passionate and driven minded business women in the industry as well. I can't wait to see her. Oh and I am NOT hooking you up with her (you know who you are! LOL)!!!
Got side track there... but what I've been reminded by getting ready for NY trip is that it's all about who you know. It really isn't about what you do and how successful you are in it. You know what they say "You are the company that you keep". You see yourself in those who you are with. And I don't wanna sound bragging but I've been so fortunate enough to get to know and to stay in touch with so many good and great people, I actually thought... wow... I'm awesome! lol It has been a great reminder that what I've been doing for years are really paying off and I have been doing it right. It really isn't about your title or/and the company you work for. It IS all about who you are. It goes the same with artists and musicians. It's not about which label you are with or/and who you have worked with(ie producers, songwriters, artists). It IS all about you and your God given gift. It gets unbelievably tough in the music industry a lot of times. Sometimes, it comes to the point where it makes you sick. But never stop believing in yourself. Always surround yourself with good people because they are who you are as well. I won't name them, but I've met so many artists who are good people and very talented but their staff and entourage are bringing dramas to the workplace and making the artists look bad. You and they have to remember that everything they do around the workplace represent YOU as well. It really doesnt matter how you look in magazines or on TV... Have you ever wondered why some artists never gotten a huge success but have longevity? People who has worked with love them and people around them. THAT is why.
WOW so much for a lil break... ok.. back to work. I'll try to keep you updated on NY trip.
Until then, stay safe!!
I've been so swampted these days and a big part of the reason is I'm getting ready to head out to NY in 5 days. I'll be hustlin out there for www.hypetunes.com I've mentioned before. So you can imagine the amount of work I have to do before heading out. It's been almost 12 years since I've been to the city. I can imagine ALOT has changed. I hope I'll get a chance to go see my old apartment there... it would be nice! I was told some of my favorite restaurants were closed a while back so I really don't know where to go.... NOW it's sounding like I'm gonna be there to chill... lol I'm just really excited to go back to the city... though I would NOT live there again! It gets TOO COLD for me. I can't deal with the cold and I'm gonna be there in Feburary? WOW what was I thinking? lol Anyway... I'm looking forward to meeting up with old friends there. I just hope I can see everybody. And I'm sure that the trip will be very productive.
I've got another big job to do while I'm in NY.... interviewing Ciara... I've known her for years and I am sooo happy and proud of her being so successful in such a short period of time. She was just a young girl from ATL when I first met her and look at her now. She has transformed herself into such a beautiful lady and a great entertainer. So many people often bad mouth about her singing and her talent. If you really seen her what she does and how she is about her career, you would never say anything but good things. She's one of VERY professional, passionate and driven minded business women in the industry as well. I can't wait to see her. Oh and I am NOT hooking you up with her (you know who you are! LOL)!!!
Got side track there... but what I've been reminded by getting ready for NY trip is that it's all about who you know. It really isn't about what you do and how successful you are in it. You know what they say "You are the company that you keep". You see yourself in those who you are with. And I don't wanna sound bragging but I've been so fortunate enough to get to know and to stay in touch with so many good and great people, I actually thought... wow... I'm awesome! lol It has been a great reminder that what I've been doing for years are really paying off and I have been doing it right. It really isn't about your title or/and the company you work for. It IS all about who you are. It goes the same with artists and musicians. It's not about which label you are with or/and who you have worked with(ie producers, songwriters, artists). It IS all about you and your God given gift. It gets unbelievably tough in the music industry a lot of times. Sometimes, it comes to the point where it makes you sick. But never stop believing in yourself. Always surround yourself with good people because they are who you are as well. I won't name them, but I've met so many artists who are good people and very talented but their staff and entourage are bringing dramas to the workplace and making the artists look bad. You and they have to remember that everything they do around the workplace represent YOU as well. It really doesnt matter how you look in magazines or on TV... Have you ever wondered why some artists never gotten a huge success but have longevity? People who has worked with love them and people around them. THAT is why.
WOW so much for a lil break... ok.. back to work. I'll try to keep you updated on NY trip.
Until then, stay safe!!
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
new goodies
It's official!!!
www.hypetunes.com ( http://www.hypetunes.com/ ) is officially launched as beta version.
Create your own free internet radio station, browse tons of stations by who love music just like you and artists/producers/labels who are looking to connect with fans!
Please beta test the player and let us know what you think! I'm proud to be a part of this project, soon, I'll be making my worldwide debut as a music journalist to write reviews, interviews and so on as one of the features on Hypetunes.com.
For artists and labels, you can start submitting your info or/and music(preferably a link) to:
kana@hypetunes.com
I'm in the process of pondering my first article on there.... so if you wanna be the first to be featured, act now!
Cheers,
Kana
www.hypetunes.com ( http://www.hypetunes.com/ ) is officially launched as beta version.
Create your own free internet radio station, browse tons of stations by who love music just like you and artists/producers/labels who are looking to connect with fans!
Please beta test the player and let us know what you think! I'm proud to be a part of this project, soon, I'll be making my worldwide debut as a music journalist to write reviews, interviews and so on as one of the features on Hypetunes.com.
For artists and labels, you can start submitting your info or/and music(preferably a link) to:
kana@hypetunes.com
I'm in the process of pondering my first article on there.... so if you wanna be the first to be featured, act now!
Cheers,
Kana
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Make the change within... THAT's HOW YOU DEAL! It's a new day!!!
Dwele, Obama has ARRIVED TODAY!!! Let's stop looking back or even considering about the past NOW! Such an AWESOME TRACK and LOOOOVING the video!!!
Thanks sdotross for the link ;)
Let's stand up and move forward to make the change in this world TODAY everybody!!!
A Thought On This Special Historical Day...
I really dont want to put out my complains in words, like I said before... I don't even want to have negative feelings towards anything right now. BUT... On this very historical day, when there's something has to put out there saying ENOUGH IS ENOUGH... only to hope to make a change for the better, I'd be glad to do so.
I was planning on watching cnn/facebook to witness Obama Inauguration LIVE... but I wasn't able to.
And I had to write the following message on the wall on their page.
"VERY dissapointing that when this cnn/facebook group's network states that its GLOBAL... CNN.com/live does NOT allow Japan and probably several other countries to watch video. If you are not allowing viewers outside of the states to watch... you could at least warn us that in advance. I was very excited to watch this historical Inauguration LIVE... believing CHANGE is here...
The video is NOT downloadable... why do you need to limit who can watch such amazing moment! I know Obama is the president of the united states... but for him becoming the president has been a big hope for people around the world as well. One of the biggest outlet for jounalism such as CNN should recognize that fact. The mission of journalism is supposed to be reporting the truth to the WORLD... not just to an indivisual country.
Before speaking and expecting on how one president can change not just the states but the world, please seek what one powerful media such as CNN can do to support the change."
What do you guys think??
I'm actually glad that I wrote it on their wall... Because I was contacted by an American living in Japan saying he had the same problem... and while we were going back and forth texting each other, he found that msnbc.com allowed us to watch the coverage live. Bow to msnbc.com!! REALLY!!! true journalism!!!
I believe there's a difference between being "self-centered" and being "selfish". Being "self-centered" means that to allow your soul to BE as it truly is and do what it wants to do accordingly. On the other hand, being "selfish" means do whatever your mind tells you to do thinking its good for you despite of the fact that the selfish act may hurt other people while doing it and without knowing that it's actually hurting your soul as well. And when all the inventions and services that weve know today was supposed to exist as the proof and the result of the growth of our souls. But instead, so many things have been handled by "selfish" minds and acts, we consciously carry the thoughts of discriminating others to defend ourselves indivisually. And this incident with cnn.com is one small but major example of twisted act for excluding others to prevend them to hinder ones' profits. Would such an act be acceptable in journalism? I say no. Would such an act be acceptable in our lives? I also say NO to that...
But really... it's not JUST about journalism... At the end of the day... you can NOT expect anybody else, even Obama, but yourself to make changes with the way things are in life and in the world. And honestly... I don't expect this note would make you change the way you feel or think... even though I would truly hope so... Because CHANGE has to come from within... YOU and ME... THAT is the first step. And I'm only putting this thought in writing thinking I would be honored and grateful if this would inspire ONE person in this world...
WE ALL, not only those who are in the states but also people around the world, feel and believe that this year is going to be the year of CHANGE. And Obama being the president of the US has inspired us to believe so. Most of us are speaking on it. So what do we need to do now? I believe you know exactly what you need to do. I truly pray that you do...
I was planning on watching cnn/facebook to witness Obama Inauguration LIVE... but I wasn't able to.
And I had to write the following message on the wall on their page.
"VERY dissapointing that when this cnn/facebook group's network states that its GLOBAL... CNN.com/live does NOT allow Japan and probably several other countries to watch video. If you are not allowing viewers outside of the states to watch... you could at least warn us that in advance. I was very excited to watch this historical Inauguration LIVE... believing CHANGE is here...
The video is NOT downloadable... why do you need to limit who can watch such amazing moment! I know Obama is the president of the united states... but for him becoming the president has been a big hope for people around the world as well. One of the biggest outlet for jounalism such as CNN should recognize that fact. The mission of journalism is supposed to be reporting the truth to the WORLD... not just to an indivisual country.
Before speaking and expecting on how one president can change not just the states but the world, please seek what one powerful media such as CNN can do to support the change."
What do you guys think??
I'm actually glad that I wrote it on their wall... Because I was contacted by an American living in Japan saying he had the same problem... and while we were going back and forth texting each other, he found that msnbc.com allowed us to watch the coverage live. Bow to msnbc.com!! REALLY!!! true journalism!!!
I believe there's a difference between being "self-centered" and being "selfish". Being "self-centered" means that to allow your soul to BE as it truly is and do what it wants to do accordingly. On the other hand, being "selfish" means do whatever your mind tells you to do thinking its good for you despite of the fact that the selfish act may hurt other people while doing it and without knowing that it's actually hurting your soul as well. And when all the inventions and services that weve know today was supposed to exist as the proof and the result of the growth of our souls. But instead, so many things have been handled by "selfish" minds and acts, we consciously carry the thoughts of discriminating others to defend ourselves indivisually. And this incident with cnn.com is one small but major example of twisted act for excluding others to prevend them to hinder ones' profits. Would such an act be acceptable in journalism? I say no. Would such an act be acceptable in our lives? I also say NO to that...
But really... it's not JUST about journalism... At the end of the day... you can NOT expect anybody else, even Obama, but yourself to make changes with the way things are in life and in the world. And honestly... I don't expect this note would make you change the way you feel or think... even though I would truly hope so... Because CHANGE has to come from within... YOU and ME... THAT is the first step. And I'm only putting this thought in writing thinking I would be honored and grateful if this would inspire ONE person in this world...
WE ALL, not only those who are in the states but also people around the world, feel and believe that this year is going to be the year of CHANGE. And Obama being the president of the US has inspired us to believe so. Most of us are speaking on it. So what do we need to do now? I believe you know exactly what you need to do. I truly pray that you do...
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